Miles to Go
Jan. 7th, 2008 01:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
skinscriptI am beginning to hate sleep.
Not *sleeping* - once I am there, I am certainly loathe to leave.
No, I hate sleep. The concept. The practice. I would rather it not be necessary at all. I sit at 2 am and consider how little I want to go to bed, and how irritable and headachey I will be tomorrow if I don't. I think of how early I have to get up, and how the irritability and headache are already inevitable, and I think to myself "I hate sleep."
I would rather just .. not. Not sleep. Not crash out looking for an oblivion that doesn't actually achieve much. Just stay awake, and chase waking oblivions instead.
Not *sleeping* - once I am there, I am certainly loathe to leave.
No, I hate sleep. The concept. The practice. I would rather it not be necessary at all. I sit at 2 am and consider how little I want to go to bed, and how irritable and headachey I will be tomorrow if I don't. I think of how early I have to get up, and how the irritability and headache are already inevitable, and I think to myself "I hate sleep."
I would rather just .. not. Not sleep. Not crash out looking for an oblivion that doesn't actually achieve much. Just stay awake, and chase waking oblivions instead.
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Date: 2008-01-07 07:54 pm (UTC)Maybe this is cause I've had to get up in the morning so much the last few months. I used to at least be able to sleep a bit later, cause 7 am to 9am is just the Worst Time Ever. Now I have to be awake for that time every bloody day.