Skinscript (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
skinscript) wrote2008-01-07 01:21 am
skinscript) wrote2008-01-07 01:21 am
Entry tags:
Miles to Go
I am beginning to hate sleep.
Not *sleeping* - once I am there, I am certainly loathe to leave.
No, I hate sleep. The concept. The practice. I would rather it not be necessary at all. I sit at 2 am and consider how little I want to go to bed, and how irritable and headachey I will be tomorrow if I don't. I think of how early I have to get up, and how the irritability and headache are already inevitable, and I think to myself "I hate sleep."
I would rather just .. not. Not sleep. Not crash out looking for an oblivion that doesn't actually achieve much. Just stay awake, and chase waking oblivions instead.
Not *sleeping* - once I am there, I am certainly loathe to leave.
No, I hate sleep. The concept. The practice. I would rather it not be necessary at all. I sit at 2 am and consider how little I want to go to bed, and how irritable and headachey I will be tomorrow if I don't. I think of how early I have to get up, and how the irritability and headache are already inevitable, and I think to myself "I hate sleep."
I would rather just .. not. Not sleep. Not crash out looking for an oblivion that doesn't actually achieve much. Just stay awake, and chase waking oblivions instead.
no subject
Maybe this is cause I've had to get up in the morning so much the last few months. I used to at least be able to sleep a bit later, cause 7 am to 9am is just the Worst Time Ever. Now I have to be awake for that time every bloody day.